Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Consider This My Changing Pt. 3
Sunday, June 27, 2010
Consider This My Changing Pt. 2
Consider This My Changing
Thor
i am currently eating some LIFE brand cereal, and it is quite enjoyable.
10:23pmMe
dude i'm letting you know in advance
by next year, i am NOT going to be as immature
i'm getting sick of it
10:23pmThor
that's what you said two years ago
10:24pmMe
this time i'm getting sick of it actually
then again when i'm with you, its hard to resist
you're like a fucking enabler
10:24pmThor
:I
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FUCK YOU!
10:25pmMe
see
immature much
10:25pmThor
ok
i do not appreciate that comment, that comment i do not appreciate, no i DO NOT like green eggs and ham!
10:26pmMe
...
10:26pmThor
hahahahahah
dude
it's our teenage years, don't throw the fun away
10:27pmMe
oh no i'll keep the fun
but i also want to grow up man
10:28pmThor
but WHY?
10:28pmMe
i'm turning 16 in a week. for me thats scary
10:28pmThor
why?
i'm turning 17 in two weeks, and i'm so happy i'm pissing rainbows
10:28pmMe
16 is supposed to be the transition age from teen to adult
and it scares me
10:28pmThor
in what fucking society is that?
10:28pmMe
one of my biggest fears is growing old
10:29pmThor
for me, that age is 21
the age you can legally drink in every country on earth
10:29pmMe
see usually in times like this, i would be having more fun
10:29pmThor
16 is nothing
10:29pmMe
but i feel like embracing it
10:30pmThor
16 is OH I CAN LEARN TO DRIVE, BUT I STILL GOTTA GO TO HIGH SCHOOL
10:30pmMe
yeah true
brb imma watch entourage
10:31pmThor
:I
you're gonna leave the fucking computer?
10:31pmMe
no
i'm watching it ON the computer
10:31pmThor
oh
10:31pmMe
the wonders of tv sites
10:31pmThor
well shrink down your facebook window and watch entourage on the side
keep talking to me
10:32pmMe
the wonder of tabs
10:32pmThor
TA DA!!!!!
10:38pmThor
holy shit
9 minute long trailer
?
10:38pmMe
yep
it looks fucking amazingly badass
10:38pmThor
it does
i'm only a minute in and i wanna see it
10:39pmMe
i'll let you watch
10:39pmThor
mk
don't fucking log off
10:39pmMe
yeah yeah
10:47pmThor
my god
it looks amazing
10:47pmMe
yeah i know
10:48pmThor
holy shit that guy's scorpion?
10:48pmMe
yep
10:48pmThor
oh fuck
i just came
10:48pmMe
not on the table carlos
10:49pmThor
hahaha
all the characters look awesome
baraka just looks badass
10:49pmMe
sub zero looks kinda fucked up
reptile is weird
baraka and johnny cage fight was fucking awesome
10:49pmThor
reptile has an actual syndrome
10:50pmMe
hahahaha one more cigar puff and he said fuck it
10:50pmThor
harlequin babies are real
yeah
i was surprised johnny cage gave up
10:50pmMe
well even in the game he is portrayed as a bitch
but he was like fuck it haha
10:51pmThor
yeah
then
poof
head's gone
what time are you gonna be at school tomorrow?
10:51pmMe
i don't know
10:52pmThor
imma be that at around 8
10:52pmMe
main foyer
10:53pmThor
k
so what else is up?
10:53pmMe
kinda busy i'm almost done entourage
10:54pmThor
hm
wow
that 8 minute movie was the entire thing.
10:54pmMe
yep
10:54pmThor
it's not a teaser
10:54pmMe
yeah it is
10:55pmThor
well that's a bitch
it's not an actual movie
10:55pmMe
because the movie hasn't actually been green lighted by a studio yet
it is a movie
it has legit actors
it needs a studio though
10:55pmThor
ok
10:57pmMe
wait lemme do some research
10:59pmMe
the movie seems to be studio lit but they got lawsuit troubles
10:59pmThor
guh
stupid fucking lawyer
11:00pmMe
i just realized, i try to have a legit convo and you talk like THAT all the time
11:00pmThor
legit convo?
11:01pmMe
as in NOT ANSWERING with a swear word
then again thats just you
so i'll get used to it
11:01pmThor
oh
don't patronize me
asshole
11:02pmMe
mmhmm.
even you have to admit, i don't swear much on internet
whoa...
i just realized
as much as you hate to hear these upcoming words
but... i think i'm actually growing up
11:03pmThor
great
i'm losing you
11:03pmMe
i don't know man. for example i don't find a lot of stuff funny anymore
family guy for one
11:04pmThor
you still fine DEEZ NUTZ to be funny
11:04pmMe
i don't find it funny, i just find it fun to say
11:04pmThor
yeah, i bet you fuckin laughed at that, didn't you
11:04pmMe
i swear on my mother i didn't
11:04pmThor
mk
i'm watching bride of chucky
11:04pmMe
usually i would mad hate on a movie and not give it a thorough analysis
like at first i was like BRIDE OF CHUCKY WAS FUCKING BAD, but now i'm like, it is a bit dumb of them to make this but then again its chucky so you can't really not enjoy it
ok i'm starting to creep myself out now
11:05pmThor
exactly
11:05pmMe
i don't like this change
11:06pmThor
plus my uncle is in it
11:06pmMe
i knw
11:07pmMe
http://www.imdb.com/name/nm0060
damn good resume i have to admit
the guy is in a hit tv series now
11:07pmThor
yup
he's actually moved to hollywood recently
11:08pmMe
nominated for 2 gemini's
brb
11:14pmMe
dude can i be straight up honest with you
usually i try and leave this out of our convos because i know you
but to be honest... i'm scared of actually growing up and dying
11:15pmThor
hey man
we all are
if i had a fear, it would be of growing old and useless
but you know what?
we're fucking teenagers
we have all the time in the world, right now
the grapes are ripe, and we can pick any one we want.
11:16pmMe
yeah...
i don't know man, for me its a transition age and i'm scared
11:17pmThor
hey
i turned 16
NOTHING HAPPENS
it's kind of like what happens when you turn 4,5,6,7,8,9, or 10
you think things will suddenly be different and you will have a different perspective on things, but actually, it's just a fucking number.
11:18pmMe
well i don't know
maybe its my personal perspective on life that is changing right now
i see things differently as i did before
i'm more analytical now
11:19pmThor
hmm
well then
take some time to yourself, and just fuck off for a bit
work bothering you? take some fuck off time
parents bitch? take some fuck off time
it all works, if you take that time, and make it your own, then you can enjoy things more clearly
11:21pmMe
well to be honest i recently let some people in my life go
for example connor mcguinness, you (your initials that is) etc...
11:21pmThor
so?
fuck those people
they are nothing to you
think about it this way
how much happier would you be with taylor dalby in your life?
if you fell for her, you'd soon find that she's a shallow, hollow person with a head full of mush.
11:22pmMe
yeah
i realized that and thats why i let her go
dude i also realized that some of the people i hanged with all have masks
my former friend aaron talked to me about always kicking someone's ass and being the biggest and best fighter in masset
but in reality he wanted to kill himself after a couple of arguements
his excuse is that he is sick of it
the first time i tried to stop him but the second time i realized how weak he is
11:24pmThor
you know what?
surround yourself with people who's company you enjoy, and people who mean something to you.
things will look up, dude.
just look at that fucking nice sunshine.
11:25pmMe
you, nicole legara, aleah, RJ, DEF CREW
thats all i need in my life
11:25pmThor
it's here, man, no real school except summer school
and it's gonna be awesome
11:25pmMe
yeah
i'm surprised that you didn't acknowledge i said aleah
11:26pmThor
i knew you did
11:26pmMe
you wanna know why though?
11:26pmThor
why?
11:27pmMe
its been a while that i've seen you actually happy with her and to be honest, she is able to make the best come out of any bad situation
i need someone like that in my life
11:28pmThor
mhmm
she makes me very happy, dude.
and it's not just sex
11:28pmMe
i know
11:28pmThor
find someone different than you.
then, you can share your experiences with them, and all their experiences are new to you.
it's like going into a maze
and on a side note,
Jennifer Tilly's fucking hot in bride of chucky, man!
11:29pmMe
yeah
dude i know you are trying to lighten my mood but... right now i'm very contemplative right now and to be honest... when i'm thinking and alone is when i'm actually happy
11:30pmThor
ok
it was only a sidenote
11:31pmMe
mm...
i am growing up though...
11:31pmThor
ok
i can't stop you
11:32pmMe
i know man
dude, i know you probably won't like this song buthttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=
it isn't hip hop or k-pop
its a song that actually suits every emotion that i have in my mind
it calms me when mad, it cheers me when sad, it is the ultimate expression for me
11:33pmThor
hm
i have one of those songs
11:33pmMe
listen to it dude
i think this is becoming one of my favorite songs
11:36pmMe
what do you think?
is this a sign in terms of whats to come in my life?
11:36pmThor
hmm
it's been a while since i've heard a song like it
i believe life is a shot at greatness, and it's up to us to aim it right
songs can help us along, work with our emotions, bring us together to help us achieve these goals...... and i have no clue where i'm going with this
11:38pmMe
dude, what you said, this song represents it all
11:38pmThor
but for some reason, i fucking cry to this song
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=
11:39pmMe
even when it goes to the part "take this hopeful voice, you have a choice, you made it now"
dude...
i realized, i don't like rap anymore
11:40pmThor
really?
what do you like?
11:40pmMe
music with a message...
well that and k-pop
11:40pmThor
hahahhahahahah
11:41pmMe
alright i did smirk at the idea
but in all seriousness, i may not like rap anymore, but thats because new rap is terrible
new music is terrivle
terrible*
11:42pmThor
that's kind of funny
11:42pmMe
you hear people talk about "yooo that new eminem is the shit" and i listen to it... its dreadful
11:42pmThor
in my culture, there's a small revival going on, and it's awesome
11:43pmMe
dude, i think i am becoming a music appreciator
i love all music