Consider This a Quickie :P

ok i'm at school right now and i just wanna do a quick update before my teacher realizes LOL XD. anyways i have a blog coming up on my take on girls, so expect that to be on the site anytime soon. lol i can'e believe that i'm actually doing this haha. yeah so i'm just giving y'all a quick update of whats to come. oh and while i'm at it i recommend you visit these two sites also. http://taylorsdalbysblog.blogspot.com/ and http://em-livingthelifeintime.blogspot.com/ (personally i just recommend them because they are my friends but if you don't want to you don't have to LOL). so yeah keep reading and i'll keep posting

Jacob Anthony Conde

Consider This My Take on High School

In life, people change... No one ever stays the same. You can be a nice person at first but when you grow older, you can become more arrogant and smug, It happens. Me personally, I've grown from a soft spoken, shy, boy into a loud, obnoxious teen, but to be honest... I never actually act like that when i'm around the ones i love and care for the most... Instead I show them my roots by becoming the soft spoken, shy boy. The problem is that i can't always act like that... In a environment like High School, Image and Popularity is everything, and High School can change you...

Now when i entered the Jungle known as Kitsilano Secondary School, I knew that i had a tough job ahead of me. My brother, being the most popular kid in Kits expected Me to take over his job. The problem is, i'm not like my brother. I'm the type of person who likes to walk alone and think while listening to my ipod, but like I said image is everything in High School so I had to change. I had to become the arrogant, loud, obnoxious teenager that you see today. Although I actually haven't fully change. You see, I can ACT like the obnoxious one but when i'm around friends that I TRULY care for... I go from being "Little Nico" to becoming, Jacob Anthony Conde. My friends are accepting, I can trust them unlike when I'm in school. When i'm in school, I have to maintain the personality that my brother is known for, because if i show my true personality, I fear that I will lose all my friends... and well become a loner. Sure some will say that, that will never happen but you never know. So unless I can truly trust you or you are someone who I care for very much, don't expect me to be soft spoken towards you, because High School is very judgmental and you will for sure judge me and even scold me. Then again I might be wrong, but I will never know for sure unless you prove that I am right or wrong...

High School Changes People. You can't escape the inevitability that is your changing personality, you can't. Even I can't escape it. Although I can ACT like an obnoxious teen even though i truly am very kind, polite and all that, My full transition into that obnoxious person is almost complete... but i feel like i have the ability to find a nice balance, bring in the best of both worlds so to speak. Now i keep saying that i am not who you think i am... well this is why I keep saying that. now before i leave you, I just want to leave you a Quote that I picked up a while ago... A quote that i followed throughout my whole life, I hope you follow it too

"The Person You Are Is Much More Different Then The Person You Portray". I hope that you can understand that like i have

Jacob Anthony Conde

Consider This Something I Do On A Regular Basis (Re-Post)

Original Post Date: Monday, January 18th 2010.

you gotta think of others before you think of yourself... you gotta think of your friends happiness before your own... selfishness leads you no where... these are the 3 things i abide by every day... but unfortunately not everyone abides by this...

i understand if people are protective and want to protect the ones they love... but what if their protection is hurting someone else... you have to be willing to drop your protective guard so that you can achieve happiness for the other person... and if you aren't happy yourself you two should... two of my friends are stuck in a position of awkwardness because of my homie and they are scared of hurting one another when it turns out that the one person is okay for the other to go for my homie... she may be a little sad but in the end she will be okay... the other should just go for my homie because he wants to... you two listening... TALK TO EACH OTHER

if you have a hard time finding what to say... make it like any other convo... don't bother being nonchalant or subtle just get straight to the point so it makes things easier... once you get that out of the way, things will be better... i promise... just listen for once and you'll get the point

Jacob Anthony Conde

Consider This A Blog (Re-Post)

Original Post Date: Sunday, January 17th 2010.

when you realise something and it takes a hold of you firmly... some would just try and freakout and let it go... others start to feel sick about... I on the other hand grasp it gracefully and just go with it. sometimes if your realisation grows into something bigger, it leads to something much better... you can never tell for sure but it does... now for those who actually read this shit i bet you are asking... what the fuck are you talking about... to be honest... i don't even know... i just know that what i said is very true.

you see... i've had a rough week and i'm just like venting right now about what happened this week... from getting my heartbroken twice by 2 different people... one of whom i will fight for... to very honest letters that just leaves me to tears... its been a wild one to say the least.

with sunday coming up, i'm just seeing if we can go full circle... lets see if this rollercoaster ride is done... it is one hell of a ride i have to admit... so sunday i ask you this... will you be a shining light in my dark days or would you just pile on the rain that makes my day oh so much better... its up to faith... faith brought me here to where i stand and i will follow it until i reach eternal rest...

and to top this off... i am not who i seem to be... just remember that

Jacob Anthony Conde

Consider This A Preview of Whats To Come

I Call this the "Consider This" blog series because i used to write blogs which have Consider This in the title. I will try and blog as much as possible... but for now i'll just leave this as it is. I will on the other hand post my 2 other blogs that i made a while ago on my facebook. so this is just an introduction of whats to come... if you like it then keep coming back. if you don't then at least you took the time to actually read these... So yeah try and read and i'll try and blog as much as possible

Jacob Anthony Conde